Headache.

Just changed my lj layout ^^ cr: minty peach. Teehee ^^

I know you'll read this.
I'm not angry at you, I'm just disappointed in you because you won't even try.

Time's up, sorry.

Fuck.

 Don't assume.

Fuck you, really. Just don't assume. I'm damn sick of this. One more time, I swear. 

Good riddance, PJ. Hello poly. 

11551.) The worst word I could use to describe the sight of you two is bittersweet. I mean that. I'm not angry, and I'm not completely consumed by hatred like you probably think I am. I'm happy for you. I have nothing but love and support for the two of you.

Promos ending tomorrow. Yours ended today. Means I won't have a reason to study out and see you anymore D: 

 Cool: 2PM is a group with many nicknames. And you have the most nicknames. Which ones are your favourite?
Taecyeon: "Okcat" was a nickname that started out long ago with me. Recently there's a new one, "Husband Idol". Although I'm an idol, but fans think that I'm "the best husband", and when I take part in variety programs, I usually wear formal outfits. Maybe people think I'm an idol who doesn't look like an idol. Though I look a little older, I still look fairly upright, so they gave this me pet name. I like it a lot, hahaha.

Cool: "OkDaeri" is also one of your nicknames.
Taecyeon: Yes, this is also because I often wear formal suits in variety shows, so people came up with this nickname. Initially when I first appeared on variety shows, people already started coming up with position names like "Manager Ok" and stuff. Somehow, since that day, the members all started calling me "Ok Daeri". I thought it wasn't too bad.

Cool: In a recent conference, it seems like Jaebeom has high expectations from you. Do you think he's sincere about it or he has other motives? 
Taecyeon: Firstly I'd like to thank Jaebeom Hyung for liking me, always expressing his love for me in other interviews. (Jaebeom who eavesdropped: Ahahahaha...) But there's another reason behind it. We all respect one another in the group, and are very close friends, (noticed Jaebeom looking very pleased with him). Yes, I take back what I just said. Actually we're both like businessmen, we work on business terms. Jaebeom Hyung, this is the truth right? (Jaebeom is hurt) Aigoo, I was just kidding!!!



Omg Jay's even cute in Taec's interview ^^

 Cool: You're innocent and cute in variety programs. You're full of charisma when you're performing on stage. Which of these appearances are closer to the you in real life?
Jay: Both of them are. When rehearsing for dance, I practise as if I'm on stage; in variety shows, I will behave like how I'm normally with among the guys. I'm someone who will give 100% passion and hard work in the things I do, so when it comes to play, I go crazy and play. (laugh)

Cool: If you were to evaluate yourself, how would you rate yourself?
Jay: I think I've been doing well up to now. Of course it's not perfect, but no one is perfect. Though I made some mistakes before, my imperfections were not that serious. For instance, dancing the wrong steps, singing the wrong lyrics. After serious practising with the rest, I've improved by far. I can say that I'm working towards improving even more.

Cool: Jaebeom seems to admire guys like Taecyeon, you often compliment him saying "you're so handsome!", "you're so tall!" Is it because of your height, that you refuse to let your styled hair down? (<- bad person) We think you look good with your hair straight.....
Jay: No it's nothing to do with that. (quibbling?) Actually my hairstyle has changed a number of times. Just that the changes weren't that drastic. Previously my hair was really long, but now that it's cut I'm very happy with it. So I told the stylist to keep styling it like this. But I can't cut it anymore. If I do I won't have any hair left. So right now I'm just leaving my hair to grow, haha. (guilty laughter...)





Ohmagawddddd his interview's damn cute ^^

 I miss Park Jaebum. Now he's gone back to being Jay Park. That hurts.

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I haven't gone a day without crying since Monday. It's so stupid crying over someone who doesn't even know I exist, but I can't help it, it hurts. To know that he's really gone, away from 2PM, away from Korea. But at least, he's now back safely in Seattle under the shelter of his parents, where he would be happier. Rather than have him stay in Korea and suffer, I'm glad that he's away from all this shit that the fucking netizens put him through. 

Always keep the faith. His ex-managers and JYP staff believe he will come back. They have faith that he will come back, maybe not now, but he will come back, and I trust in this faith they have in him.

Always keep the faith.

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SKvpRKJHUC0


Since Youtube doesn't allow embedding.

Maps by Yeah Yeah Yeahs

HIATUS
Till I sort out all my thoughts and get back on track.
I'll miss you.

 I think lately I've just lost any sense of urgency I've ever had and I've lost any motivation to write. My life has become such a hetic mess and everyday I come home feeling drained and everything's just piling up now.

I don't know. 

I just can't seem to focus anymore.

 It's scary, how we can be so quick to judge a person just from a glance. They say "first impressions are the most important" and now I actually fully understand that. It really is scary how so many assumptions can be made just by looking at the way the person looks/what clothes are they wearing/how do they talk/how do they eat/ how do they laugh/how do they carry themselves? 

It just gets so... pretentious after awhile, if you get what I mean.



(bye i'm off to study now !)

 I've never been one to make decisions for myself. Most of the time I just jump on the bandwagon. But now I seem to be facing this !very!difficult! decision and I swear I feel more stressed out trying to make this decision than during exams. I'm such a freak, right.

Sigh. 56 days to promos :(

 I never realised how much I missed MG till I stepped into school on Friday. The happiness was just so... overwhelming. It was good to be back :)